Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Changes ahead ~ woohoo!

I haven't blogged in a while & I am upset by that. Life has been crazy (Big Surprise right?!) Anyway, some of the craziness has turned into something wonderful. 

As you know, Robert died in our house. I HATE my house!!  Everyday, I get anxious as I walk over the spot where I laid my already dead son on the floor & performed CPR on him while begging 911 to get some here NOW! I rarely sit at the table to eat anymore.  Robert sat between Princess B & I & it pains me to see he is not there.

Last week Joe & I decided to move.  Hallelujah!!!!!  We are moving in the same development into a friends house.  It is my dream house!! Fireplace, new kitchen (dishwasher, pergo floors, pot rack), screened in porch with a hot tub ~ WOOHOO!!  Plus the back yard has 3 raised gardens & an arbor {sigh}.

I know in my heart this is a wonderful & needed change in our lives.  Yes I will miss the only home Robert ever knew, but I now have a house home with new memories ~ happier memories.